Thursday, January 20, 2011

haiz~

yesterday you break wit me ...
i cry for while then sleep ...
when i woke up , although i haven give up ...
but slowly slowly , i automatic keep tis love in my heart and show you that i give up you le ...
i keep ask you and give you tips wan to good back , but you ar not , you jus hurt me...
i am sad ... so i keep it ...
at night when before i sleep..you sms me say you ar boring ..
do you knw after we break i go in to your profile hw many time...
many until that i cant count...T^T
slowly my mood be ok d ~
today i woke up in the morning , i get your msg ..
but i tel you that i no love you and hurt you so much ..
i really so angry that you keep hurt and give me pain before !!
i wan you to regret!
in tis morning i really feel that i d give up...actually no...
haiz~
i still miss you rite?T^T
i knw from you , you really so love me...
but i really feel blur ~
you cant give me that i wan `
so i cant believe you ..i hurt you i wan you change
but you still no...
you accept my regret@@
at last you keep come and tak wit me , we like a good friends or couple ~
hehe....
but when you say you love me or ''muckxx'',i jus cant say anything ,i jus put ''=)''...
because we already break..
i dun knw why you need to use break to slove tis problem ...
you always use the most of hurt to hurt me...T^T </3
so pain you knw?
why jus can use break?
why break le still wan like a couple ?
why love me dun together?
you wan me to wait wat?
together and no together same??
got wat different i dun understand !!!!!!!
dun make me to give up ~~~
i tel true~
i really feel freedom~=3
i also dun knw wan write wat already .... i really feel so complex wit you~~haiz!!!!

today kelvin automatic come to find me,so i chat wit him..
formely mei zhu work the same place wit him !=)
mei zhu cal him ask me to go to do @@
haha!kelvin say when he clean up his room , he saw our memorys~
i ask him ''why dun you throw ?''
he say ''i wont , you forget wat i promise before ?i say i wil give up you when i 18 years old ..''
so i ntg to tak le...=)
he say he jus play love nw..he say i teach him that '' love is not forever ''
haiz...i do wrong le ... i so regret to hurt him ....T^T
but i no love him....he is so happy if he ply love ???O.o
i jus wan to share wit kiat , but he angry ..so i ntg to say T^T
</3

i go new jj wit my sis today =3





















(so zi lian , haha!!)

i saw xin lin and xiao jie today !! =3



jus nw i go to see a blog of MIAO,she is so sweet wit her bf !!!
i so xian mu =)
wish them together forever !!!!=D

have to sleep already .. waiting his cal ?=)..
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haiz~i am so sorry for soon leong !
no face to see him le T^T
he is my good friend in class T^T

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